20041208

Life So Far...

Sorry I haven't been blogging recently. Lots of things are happening in my life, some good, some bad. Alright. Let's start with yesterday first. School started. Hmm... So I guess I can finally start eating and sleeping properly, and start working out again. I seem to do nothing but sleep and waste my time away during holidays. I don't even eat right, thus I avoid working out. So I guess it's all good. My teacher for yesterday's lesson seems good. He let us off within 40 minutes, although it was a 3 hour lesson. Lol. So basically I went to school for 40 minutes. Today's lesson was alright too I guess. Was late for the first lesson, and got some sarcastic remarks from the teacher. He's rather cocky too. But I think he might be able to teach well. The two lectures that followed were accompanied by two boring lecturers. They suck.

Lots of club activities coming up, and the sad thing is some people aren't doing what they should be doing... Sigh. Just hope everyone plays their part and help the club gain more recognition within the school. If your commitment isn't there, just quit or walk away. We can still be friends. Don't drag the club down due to your own selfish reasons.

Sometimes in life we give our all, thinking everything's fine as long as others are happy. But my dear friends, things don't work this way in real life, no matter how you look at it. No one's going to think, "Hey, you're a really nice person, giving it all up for the sake of others." Alright, some people will, but the majority won't. And then you feel left out, you feel unappreciated, you feel useless. And worst of all, you feel worthless. But do you know that every single time you feel down, you're bringing those who actually care for you down too. These people want you to be happy. You don't need to sacrifice yourself, you're only a human. Seek your own happiness, do what you really want to do. No matter how hard you try you'll never be able to make everyone happy. When it finally happens, or... IF it even happens, the one's that's going to be sad is you. The one that's shouldering all the shit is you. What for? And those people you helped don't even care. And those who do care... Won't be happy. So... Live your life... And see for yourself, who's really worth your time. Don't waste your time on people who are simply wasting our Earth's resources. Spend your time with the special friends and family, and the special one. Time is like money. You should spend it wisely, not waste it away. The difference is, you can earn money... But you can NEVER regain the time you've lost. This particular paragraph is specially dedicated to Maclean, Nicholas, and my ex-girlfriend. And to Nicholas, this quote, which I got from Smallville (LOL), is for you.
"A High School Boyfriend Isn't Her Husband, It's An Obstacle." - Lex Luthor
So yeah. You get what I mean.

Ok, anyway that's it. More onto my personal life... I've been in contact with my ex-girlfriend, and we're getting along rather well now. So I'm happy, but at the same time I've my doubts. It's not so much of her, but more of me. So yeah... I've talked to her about them already. She's going to leave for New Zealand with her family for a trip this Friday, and won't be back till the 27th. Please pray that she returns safe and sound, together with her family =). Enjoy your trip!

I guess that's all for now... I feel at peace. At least for now... Take care people =).

Edit: I read The New Paper just before I was about to sleep. Just want to comment on some stuff about my fellow countrymen. It's good to participate in stuff like Singapore Idol, support the participants, and most importantly, give people who actually have talent a chance to make Singapore proud. The sad thing is, some people vote so much, and each vote costs $0.50, but they don't DONATE a single cent to charity. How helpful. Secondly, those crazed fans of Sylvester complained that the results weren't fair, because the voting figures weren't shown. Now it's released, and Taufik won by an overwhelming percentage, and the very same people are saying "I don't believe it." and shit like that. I respect both of them for even having the guts to perform on stage, but it's obvious who has more TALENT. If this was a show about looks, it would have been a modelling show, and not one to showcase singing talent. If this was a show about how cute someone's grin is, what's the point of singing? I personally know a large number of people who voted for Sylvester cause they found him cute. I won't be surprised if they didn't even watch his performance. Wake up. Of course, there're those who preferred Sylvester's to Taufik's voice and everything, so yeah, one man's meat is another man's poison. It's over already, just get over it and stop complaining. Another thing, spend some time to donate some of your money to charity. They'd appreciate it a lot.

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