:(

Tired at work. I can't sleep for the whole night :(. And now I'm working. I'm dead this time. Lol.

Damn it. Thankfully I've 1 litre of HL milk to accompany me. Milk rocks. Why the fuck am I smiling... Ten years down the road will I still remember Her? I hope so, that makes me human. I guess it's time to move on, move on, move on. Listening to "She Will Be Loved" right now. My system is the only one with speakers :P. And a wireless keyboard and mouse set too. Cool :D.

I don't mind spending everyday, out in the corner in the pouring rain...
Look for the girl with the broken smile, ask her if she wants to stay a while...
She will be loved, she will be loved...

Yeah? Anyway, the live acoustic version of this song is really nice too. "Always" by Bon Jovi is really nice. It's stuck in my head.

When he holds you close, when he pulls you near...
When he says the words you've been needing to hear,
I wish I was him, cause those words were mine,
To say to you till the end of time...
...
...
I know when I die, you'll be on my mind...

Bah, whatever. Yay, just talked to a really cute-sounding girl on the phone. So cute! Get the fuck out of this blog if you don't want to read it. Enjoy life while you can... :). Chat between me and Christa (really nice friend).

[CaveBots] - ShuX says:
sigh sometimes i ask myself. let's say a girl initiates all the physical stuff and i do it and stuff with her, is it wrong?

[CaveBots] - ShuX says:
or if i initiate it and the girl is willing

Christa =\ an interlude to tomorow says:
you tell me why would would firstly think its wrong k..

[CaveBots] - ShuX says:
i dunno. i was raised to respect a girl's body u see

[CaveBots] - ShuX says:
and i just feel it';s wrong

Christa =\ an interlude to tomorow says:
why tho would it be wrong though, like what makes it wrong, ....you enjoying her, or her enjoying the way your touching her... i think not my friend.. as long as you both understand completely thats firstly , pregnancies happen all the time... but othet then that dear, it isnt wrog just to go a a pace that both of yours are completly comfortable wiht

Christa =\ an interlude to tomorow says:
srry about my typing

[CaveBots] - ShuX says:
i dun mean with someone i like, i mean just clubbing

Christa =\ an interlude to tomorow says:
to be honest with you... if it feels good just do it, as long as your comfortable then!!

Christa =\ an interlude to tomorow says:
i dunno deary, our cultures are so so different

[CaveBots] - ShuX says:
well asians are conservative i guess

Christa =\ an interlude to tomorow says:
very, what would they say if i were there at 18 haveing first child "alone"

[CaveBots] - ShuX says:
i dunno, personally i dun mind

Christa =\ an interlude to tomorow says:
and thats the way it was i raised lauren my eldest for 2 years before i met my dream man..

[CaveBots] - ShuX says:
i think i view girls as competely innocent u see

Christa =\ an interlude to tomorow says:
lol

Christa =\ an interlude to tomorow says:
but yea..

[CaveBots] - ShuX says:
so i hjate to physically "assault" them

Christa =\ an interlude to tomorow says:
they arnt

[CaveBots] - ShuX says:
mind if i paste this chat in my blog?

Christa =\ an interlude to tomorow says:
its not like that at all, trust me, girls want to be touched, ...sure..

[CaveBots] - ShuX says:
yea i know, but i dun like the fact . i prefer my dream world with innocent girls

Christa =\ an interlude to tomorow says:
our bodies were created for it,

[CaveBots] - ShuX says:
our hearts weren't =|

Christa =\ an interlude to tomorow says:
to be adorned, with out women we would be nuthing.. (humanity)

Christa =\ an interlude to tomorow says:
wel it depends..

Christa =\ an interlude to tomorow says:
lack of sexuality breeds perverts i thinks

Christa =\ an interlude to tomorow says:
molesters and such

Christa =\ an interlude to tomorow says:
im not say ing in regards to you though... but

Christa =\ an interlude to tomorow says:
here in amerikka, its like that big time

[CaveBots] - ShuX says:
yea i know

Christa =\ an interlude to tomorow says:
your not that young... you know i moved out of my mothers house at 14..

Christa =\ an interlude to tomorow says:
you are your ouwn being, you know whats best all parents and society can do it tyr to point you in the right directions or in some cases in the wrong direct..

[CaveBots] - ShuX says:
i wished i was american at times..

Christa =\ an interlude to tomorow says:
i bet you do.. culture carries alot of baggage

Christa =\ an interlude to tomorow says:
big hug

Christa =\ an interlude to tomorow says:
but then in amerikka, you might have to be like me, moved out of your mothers house at 14 beacuse your mother does too much drugs and ect..

Christa =\ an interlude to tomorow says:
bah im just rambling hehe

Christa =\ an interlude to tomorow says:
sorry to have blabbed yer ear off lol

[CaveBots] - ShuX says:
np girl

[CaveBots] - ShuX says:
^_^

Christa =\ an interlude to tomorow says:
what time is it there>?

Christa =\ an interlude to tomorow says:
here 945pm

[CaveBots] - ShuX says:
10.54am

[CaveBots] - ShuX says:
lol

Christa =\ an interlude to tomorow says:
woah

Christa =\ an interlude to tomorow says:
so wierd..

Christa =\ an interlude to tomorow says:
any new pics of ya?

Christa =\ an interlude to tomorow says:
wow im so so soooo tired i must go to bed, big day tomorow, must be up oohh tooo early... i always likes chit chatting with you, hang in there..

Christa =\ an interlude to tomorow says:
btw ive been wanting to ask you,, on my contact list all of my other contacts have like a litte red circle for there status,. and yours has a blue one instead, how come im highly curious

Christa =\ an interlude to tomorow says:
but u ca n tell me another day nite nite