Damn...

Damn, it's 4am already and I'm still up. Got to wake up at 8am tomorrow. Going Sentosa :P! Anyway, my mother seems to be fine already. Those who were concerned, thank you. Hm, no idea why, but she keeps on appearing in my mind every now and then, although I don't exactly feel sad. Anyway, I've been slacking and at the same time trying to come up with some designs for the new CEN club shirt. So far I've only come up with the following, and I don't find them good enough :(. Can't think when I'm tired :(.

Edit: I've removed the others. This one seems to be better.



Anyway, Maclean's computer crashed and he lost his data :(. Hope all goes well for him. I realised Maclean's and Nicholas' mindset is very similar to mine ^_^. Quote from Maclean's blog:

i dunno y... jus thot of alot of things... my past... mayb due to talkin to nick, yc abt our ex-es and stuff i guess... had a weird n sad dream last nite... haiz... was it my fault? i dun tink so... and somemore, da one who i did everythin for, da one who i almost gave my life for, doesn't even contact me now.. used to spend hrs on the fone, used to send 1000+ msg per month to her... now, hardly any calls or sms... mayb one in 3 or 4 months she will send forwarded msg... who da fuck needs dat sial? chao chee bye... if u r readin dis, u noe who i am talkin abt, jus remember dat u r alwaes in my heart... As a fren, as a buddy...

How true. No contact at all... I'm going through a similar experience. So far the only contact I've gotten from her is some stupid forwarded "Korean Love Story" email. Please wake up. You think those stories can actually exist? I use to think they can, I still do, but the chance of things like this happening is probably worse than lottery. It'll probably happen when both parties within a relationship are matured enough to actually settle things, instead of avoiding and saying stuff like "I don't mind." Well, in today's world, the guy is always at fault. So yeah, hate my temper. Alright, enough ranting. Here's one of MANY pictures I took with Roy's phone (sorry Roy :P).