I'm so damn tired of everything already. Give me a break. I'm going to start work at Boon Tiong's workplace on Tuesday. Money. Nothing else matters for now. I hate this fucked up life I've right now. Doing nothing everyday. Nothing at all. Working out is good, but I can't fucking work out for 24 hours a day. 2 hours at most, 1 hour usually. The rest of the time is spent either sleeping, or slacking. Nothing else.
I don't understand anyone or anything anymore. It's so hard to understand someone else, even when I'm trying my best. I don't know what else to type already. May peace be with me. Good night.
But everything I got closer to you, you ran further away...
I only live in my dreams... In the real world, I'm simply a living shadow.